I am afraid of the unkown. I am afraid of the unknown. My life is about to be turned upside down and shaken. I am about to re-enter the school world full steam ahead. I don't know how any of this is going to turn out, and I don't like it one bit. This could be the best thing that's ever happened to me. It could lead me places I can only imagine about right now.... but it could also blow up in my face. I would rather know for sure that it was going to be the worst experience of my life, than live day to day not knowing until the end. Crazy? Maybe. I'm trying to step out on faith. I'm trying to tell myself that God puts me exactly where I need to be and that He is in control of all of this. This is His plan, His timing, His will. But.... what if it's not?